Probs after probs seem to be running thru myy mind these past few wks.
It seems to have no finishing point at all.
And truthfully speaking, I'm effing tired to think about it animur.
Th moreeee I tried getting awayy frm it, th closer it wants to be.
I tried telling myself a million times that I ought to b strong to face th reality.
Though I knowwww, I'm nort that strong after all.
Th prob will nvr evr b solved till th two of us face each other & talk things outttt.
Though, its hard fr us to even do meeeeet upps.
I tried myy veryy bestttt to put all th baaaaad things awayy & start afresh as friends.
Soon I realised, it wasn't that easyy though.
Pretending nort to knowwww you was worst still.
Its nort that easyy as to forget all our memories justt like that.
To throw evryy single piece of our memories in th dustbin.
Not an easyy peacyyy bby.
You mayy think that I'm being childish in this situation.
But hell yeahhh, I'm doing tis to save our friendship buddyy.
I'm sorryy to sayy, but fr th time being, I justtt need peace.
I had to end th wayy as it is, stranger.
To those who ain't involved, you mayy think its crap.
But jyeahh, its fr that one & onlyy 'someone' to realise it.
Yg laen, jgn kepo sini ehhhhh~!
-_-
Holidayys had been such a bore fr me seriouslyy.
Tonnes of homeworks & projects had been waiting fr me to finish it up asap.
But I justt can't find th mood of doing it though.
Its always computerr dat I'll find mood with hehs. ^^
I'll tryy finishing it as muchh as I can before I'm gg fr holidayy aites.
O.o yesss, ii justtt can't waitttt fr mummyy & daddyy to
take us to KL nxt wk (!)
Shopping spreeeeee (!) ^^
Wheeeeewhoooooo~! ;D
I'm prettyy sureeee to b backkk wif some souvenirs fr th special ones jyeahhh.
^_^
psssssstttt ; Man B hothot mauttttt pahhhhhhh~! Jiwangzxsz is th sex hehs (!) ^^
Kehhhh, gilerrr~! ;D
Pergilahhh kau jauh dari hidupku.