Sarang hae yo

Nurain/AIN
An average type of girl
Sweet 16, Single Mingle, Pisces
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Thursday, 9 October 2008 @4:58 pm

Post-exam activities was full of boredom.

Had to sat in th band room for lyke 3 damnnnn hrs listening

to a talk made byy th parent's connect-grp.

Myy legs was aching though, ouch !

We then had break for half an hr & had to proceed to th

hall for some briefing of forum byy DM & was released byy then.

I justttt can't believe that th sec threeees PEA was th worstttt of all.

At least th sec 2s & 1s had their fun playing basketball for their PEA.

While we, th sec threeees had to sit for longggg hrs listening to a talk

& dat's it.

Pathetic.

I would never want to b present again for th nxt PEA.

I'm sick & tired of it.

This non stop pumping of unnecessary problems

had been the daily part of my life.

All i can see now, was some shattered pieces of my heart on the floor,

waiting to be solve and beat like it use to.

I can solve it, yes i can, even it takes years to solve it still, I will do it.

But what if, theres one piece of it is missing and can never be found ?

Wouldn't it be the same ?

Its not the matter of wasting time, no, its the pain that was not suppose to be felt shall

be felt again and over again.

Why when it comes to now, realising and regretting

always arise in every relationship?

Why isnt it before?

You must be thinking but you are really taking things for granted.

I've been giving in so much, and I really love you so much

than I could ever did.

You didn't trust me but instead others.

You're hiding alot of things frm me, and you didnt want to tell me before.

I know i shouldnt have make the move to separate, but please, i'm just like

a girl at the other side of the wall, didnt know every single thing till i break that wall.

It takes me sometime to think about this separation though it alr happened quite

long ago, and sometimes I wish I could just stop thinking about you.

There's love again, so I just can't.

I'm trying.

I know by now you can slowly move on and you even seem not to care anymore.

I can see you're fading.

Just smile for me one day if i ever saw you, and i know we wouldn't

be meeting each other anymore, I guess.

I'm not gonna put anyone's name in this story.

But its for that person to realise and read this.